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Saturday, February 23rd, 2008
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4:59 pm - Reminiscent
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( careful )
I remember when that photo was taken I was in a weird phase in my life. Yeah, it was in Australia. Gorgeous country despite the hot weather and all that horrible sun. And I had just made the decision to cut right there. After this tour I wanted to move to Portland. A broken relationship and the realisation that maybe I really love to die alone made me careful...yes.
That word "careful" stood for more than what I had told the photographer. I also wrote the word "gazelles" on my arm. And when they asked me why, I told them because gazelles have the ability to step out of a situation so fast yet so graceful and dignified.
I was never a gazelle but I always wanted to be one.
Looking back on it now it seems so painfully obvious that I was close to the edge. But I didn't feel it.
I'm glad those days are over. Even though I've lost something that I will never gain back.
Three more dates.
02/24/2008 - Santiago de Chile, Arena Santiago
02/27/2008 - Caracas, Venezuela Poliediero
04/06/2008 - Anaheim, California, Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre
And fuck me, it’s almost spring.
G.
current mood:  calm
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| Friday, February 22nd, 2008
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7:47 pm
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bouncy